I am a new comer of “Zhoukou Normal University ,” my subject is biology, learning biology is my choice, but now I realize my choice is wrong, because it is not a popular subject, this means that I can not find a good job in the future. What makes me more worried is that I am not an out-going girl and I have not a hobby which makes me feel proud, I don’t have many good friends either. I have not joint any clubs, because I think if you are not a leader, you had better not take part in it. What is more, I want to spend my leisure time to learn more useful things and take a part-time job, but my disappointment is that my dream is far away from the reality. Before I came to university I had told my parents I would pay my tuition fees by myself, however after I tried it many times, I have lost heart, I can not find any job, even a low paid one at this poor place. (Zhoukou, Henan province is famous for poverty) I have no confidence of myself now, I even have the idea of quitting my study, what should I do?

　　Yours,

　　Xue Fang

　　我是周口師范大學(xué)的新生，我的專業(yè)是生物，學(xué)習(xí)生物是我的選擇，但是現(xiàn)在我覺得我的選擇是錯(cuò)的。因?yàn)檫@并不是一個(gè)熱門專業(yè)，這意味著未來我不能找到很好的工作。讓我更擔(dān)心的是我不是一個(gè)外向的女孩兒，而且我也沒有讓我自豪的業(yè)余愛好。我也沒有很多朋友。我沒有加入任何俱樂部，因?yàn)槲矣X得如果一個(gè)人在里面做不了領(lǐng)導(dǎo)，還不如不參加。更重要的是，我想在我的空閑時(shí)間去學(xué)習(xí)更多有用的東西，并且做些兼職，但讓我失望的是理想與現(xiàn)實(shí)差距很遠(yuǎn)。在我上大學(xué)之前，我告訴我父母我會(huì)自己付學(xué)費(fèi)，然而在我努力了很多次后，我失望了，在這個(gè)貧困的地區(qū)，我找不到任何工作，哪怕是一份很低收入的工作。(河南省周口市以它的貧困而著名)我現(xiàn)在對(duì)自己一點(diǎn)信心也沒有，我甚至想要放棄我的學(xué)業(yè)，我該怎么辦?